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XOXO

by The LoLos

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1.
Nightbird 03:58
Hello, Nightbird it's noon now and all I can do is daydream of you The songs we sung instead of sleeping play behind my smile and they're deliriously true be that as it may the only way to be with you is in the midnight blue well i'll take what I can get and kiss the silhouette of all that we could be 'cause bird we connect and when all is said and done they're is so much left to say and do 'cause I have nothing but love here for you and it waits for you oh and I know that you worry dear just hold my arms, read my eyes, and know the truth that if nothing changed at all I'd be you're friend that followed through 'cause I have nothing but love here for you and know that it waits for you oh and I know that you worry dear just hold my arms, read my eyes, and know the truth that when the day is done there's only one that I want to talk to and its the same when I wake up believe when I say love its always you you - You know, Nightbird its funny how we seem to cross paths in narrow spaces and the lightest touch, the faintest smile, I get lost in your subtle graces with slow descents, long goodbyes, magnet kisses held back with sighs eyes that promise, and words so sweet, soft caresses that take ground from feet and when all is said and done they're is so much left to say and do 'cause I have nothing but love here for you and it waits for you oh and I know that you worry dear just hold my arms, read my eyes, and know the truth that when the day is done there's only one that I want to talk to and its the same wake up believe when I say love its always you -
2.
Hey there heartbreaker hand another chance to me I see my mistake was leaving all my heart to see I showed you so freely how tender I feel and you thought that that meant that my love comes cheap I told you how weak you make me girl you thought that meant that I am weak and now I see that when you said you wanted the truth what you meant was that you wanted to see what I'd reveal but you judged too quick, you gave it up you read me wrong, girl this I know 'cause if you really knew what I was, you'd of fallen in love I said too much too soon - Maybe someday when I'm further out of reach you'll see that I was trying to be what you asked us to be and I played the fool 'cause I thought you were playing right beside me when I turned to find that you'd gone I remembered that there is no guarantee and now I see that when you said you wanted the truth what you meant was that you wanted to see what I'd reveal but you judged too quick, you gave it up you read me wrong, girl this I know 'cause if you really knew what I was, you'd of fallen in love I said too much too soon - tell me what else would you like know 'cause girl I'd tell you anything it's never been a thing to open to you 'cause girl, you know there's something between us that makes it easy do you know what I feel for you, girl? do you know what I could be to you? and is there nothing left that you'd like to know now that I've told you the things that pain me the most showed you my heart, bared my soul so that when you needed, it would make it easy then you disappeared from view do you know that I feel too ya darling, I'm clearly a fool because it takes a fool to tell the dangerous truth Hey there heartbreaker come here and let me show you just why you don't want to walk away honey, I'm a lover and my loving is poetry in motion I'd rather show you my best secrets than let words get in the way -
3.
On the river where he lives ChuChu the beaver the shaman builds he keeps the future, sees the past dammed if he do, damned if he don't dam the river, to divert its flow he keeps the future, sees the past when the flood comes to wash over this land they'll all see what this busy beaver's been up to but for now they stand on the banks and stare they don't know whether to laugh or run they don't know ChuChu delivers - ChuChu never said that life in the hundred acre (wood/would) be easy (dam/damn) it, he can't just let it stop him from doing what needs to be done 'cause ChuChu delivers x 3 ChuChu the beaver's lament x 2 - When the flood comes to wash over this land they'll all see just what this busy beaver's been up to Shaman's (tails/tales) are often flat come down the water, the deluge is here he's keeps the future sees the past -
4.
Of blood, and oil, and sand and lost belief in right or reason Jacob's ladder is missing rungs and is only seen in sleepless dreaming as shadows of memories fade so does what is left of that loving feeling easier to spend days numb than to see and feel the field where he layed It ain't over for some its a lifetime it aint over the war never ends the war never ends Idealistic boy's ambitions filled with fantasies of bulletproof luck sudden caustic recognition that fate chooses no flags favors no blood alive and home but different because part of him was left in Iraq but Jacob's a soldier and he'll fight to return climb to rebirth It ain't over for some its a lifetime it aint over the war never ends the war never ends - Jacob's ladder is broken, missing rungs but the question is when, not if, he'll climb 'cause Jacob's ladder reaches to a heaven of peace at soul and sound of mind - It ain't over for some its a lifetime it ain't over It ain't over for some its a lifetime it ain't over the war never ends the war never ends -
5.
A season sometimes lasts so long it feels like it will never change an auspex stares at empty skies and cannot read what can't be read nothing changes but the weather nothing changes but the weather time kills kings and crumbles kingdoms the way it is, the way its always been distant suns are born and burn and even they will someday burn away nothing changes but the weather nothing changes but the weather
6.
María José 05:06
María José seya conmigo muéstreme lo que muevas y donde andas Maria cuentame la historia toca me en su manera y donde queres cada vez bailamos al sol la tristeza me quita por una canción - I dance with sweet María on a honeyed Sunday afternoon and the day always shimmers the brightest when she's here I settle into her rhythms and she shows me a way to feel the corners of my heart where sweet desire is revealed Though I know that soon this time and dance will close I'd love to hold her for one more song to look in her eyes and move slow - I made love with sweet María with a song from my heart that she brought out and if I forgot every other moment I'd hold this one dear Though I know that soon this time and dance will close I'd love to hold her for one more song to look in her eyes and move slow Stay here with me Stay here with me Siento y muevo y bailo con María
7.
I look up and down the lined up streets and most of what I see are stamped out houses, cars, and dreams and lawns unreal green suburban daymares and stinging ironies tragic sleepers woefully living the dream when there is so much more than that there is beauty that would bring you to your knees because the greater danger ain't lacking on the agreed quotas its letting fear come before your heart's needs - Glassy eyed artificials pretend they'd rather be safely lifeless than take the risk to live with authenticity but life is just the once and the way that I see it you ought to live with the eloquence that comes from being yourself the ways to be are inexact interpretation is always left to you because the world ain't here to prop you on its shoulders you've got to climb your own mountains and wear your own shoes you've got to let your light shine give courage to the dark with your honed truths oh and you've got to let your light shine let it shine shine - because its all in the style and the substance thats all I can tell you for now the rest is on you its up to you to define your style and your substance x 2 because its all in the style and the substance wear your own shoes wear your own shoes
8.
Its as if its only me its as if they cannot see that they're is a world superimposed on shared and common sphere like swine to pearls these boring bores see only now and here there is a place where my animals live I call it Calalini Island the jungle is thick, eyes peer out from within to lull me to lullabied dreaming And they're loudest in the evening keep me from ever sleeping and when morning comes dark circles circle my eyes become heavy the blurring line of what is real unreals all more here than yesterday there is a place where my animals live I call it Calalini Island the jungle is thick, eyes peer out from within to lull me to lullabied dreaming I'm dreaming again - As long as the sun burns and tides dance with the moon turns I'll be dreaming of ukeleles Sycamore Lendo melodies and as long as the sun turns as long as the moon burns I'll be dreaming dreaming dreaming - Its as if its only me its as if they cannot see that they're is a world superimposed on shared and common sphere like swine to pearls these boring bores see only now and here there is a place where my animals live I call it Calalini Island the jungle is thick, eyes peer out from within to lull me to lullabied dreaming
9.
On & On 02:55
I'm a melancholic stargazer I need freedom to go and chase the fancies and whimsies of the day let my wild heart's redeemer be a loving daydreamer with his head in the clouds because he knows how to fly I'd fly to you, I'd fall to you the truth is, I fell for you when you called my name, and blinked, and stopped and looked in my eyes and said you'd just realized I'm the one that you've wanted said it with no words at all on & on with you on & on with you As soon as I'd heard what I'd said I knew then and there that if it came to a head it'd be my fault because I'm ever the boundary tester choosing my own adventures even if they don't make no sense at all Give me a ship and I'd sail it straight to your beach and sink it we'll climb the trees, howl at the moon see nothing is out of the question as long as we both are living with smiles on our faces and life is unpredictable on & on with you on & on with you on & on with you on & on with you
10.
The Sea 06:29
The soul's voice is softly spoken lost to all that will not hear so left to prescribed devices I chose the noise and held the fears I'd been blindfolded to the beauty taught to follow not to feel I'd been so restless, a spinning compass longing for a world more real then I drifted toward a melody and the song heard came up from the sea Soon as I left the understood for the sea I gave my weight to water and it lifted me soon as I left what I was taught I wanted for what would be I found just what I was looking for but I never knew Blindfolded to the beauty taught to follow not to feel so restless, a spinning compass longing for a world more real then I drifted toward a melody and the song heard came up from the sea Soon as I left the understood for the sea I gave my weight to water and it lifted me soon as I left what I was taught I wanted for what would be I found just what I was looking for but I never knew
11.
Shadowman 04:27
I met the Shadowman at the crossroads back when the grass was high as the scarecrows he said he'd give me anything I desire but he never said a word about the fire well the wiseman will tell you nothing comes cheaply that paradise is for fools prey to deceiving and now the groove is all I've got to win my soul back from the devil - I left the Shadowman at the crossroads he said you win this time and thumbed his nose and then the dust kicked up into a whirlwind he stepped inside, tipped his hat, and coldly grinned and now I've got all I want, kept what I need and I'm all alone in the road with the tumbleweeds -
12.
Monkey Bars 05:03
There is only one way over the lava and its hard, and it hurts, hot or cold a test of your mettle the old metal monkey bars There's two ways to treat what you said you'd be to treat it as child's dreams and move on or prove to the stars your not too calloused or covered in scars - Still pining for the stars Still climbing monkey bars - I learned less at my desk than recess and after three, guess that's my nature and my lesson was that its more what you do The forthcoming fortune is mine ya I fell out of line for a reason I can't stand still and I still can't stand what they make you do - Still pining for the stars Still climbing monkey bars Can't say I'm going nowhere I'm moving sideways I'll hold on on my own or I won't Just let me fall - Hey John, how the hell are you man? and Jane its been too long look at all these Doe eyed kids no I ain't been married have no career to speak of I've got no children, although that's nice for you you see I've seen the real world and playground coincide you'll understand when I reach the other side - Five elements and aether is the surest my sixth sense has shown me the truth that there's seven layers to both heaven and hell that's why when I've ate sand I climbed up again Everything inside has told me stay on the outside and monkey forward until you reach the other side - Still pining for the stars Still climbing monkey bars Can't say I'm going nowhere I'm moving sideways I'll hold on on my own or I won't Just let me fall let me fall -
13.
I've been spellbound to follow the light with my halo of stars I digress in the night what glows in the night are mysteries like women fire and dangerous things - A shore-swept sailor carved from the bone of whale as hard as a coffin nail he pulled the tiger's tail and he was the gravest of danger when she appeared as an angel - He woke in her glow and was blinded reason eclipsed by fire at the edge of return or diving she whispered "its worth dying" and he was the gravest of danger when she appeared as an angel - What glows in the night are mysteries like women, fire, and dangerous things x 2 - I ride the streets a madman wearing only red passion those that scorn, misunderstand what tragedy if they never know To die into love is to live to lie with your love is to give all fear and self away until there's only one - He never returned to harbor he saw his fate and met it for the ball of love's fire- light will consume you, if you let it and he was blissfully dissolved in wild oceans of passion-eternal What glows in the night are mysteries like women, fire, and dangerous things x 4 -

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released December 13, 2013

All music written, arranged and performed by The LoLos

Matthew Heyden: Vocals, Organ on "Calalini Island"
Ben Colbeck: Guitars, Ukulele
McKenzie Warner: Drums, Percussion, Vocals
Zach Sanchez: Bass Guitar
Tom Nasr: Bass Guitar on "Monkey Bars"
Scott Barwick: Keys
ChüChü The Beaver: Himself

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